Jessica Collier
Journal Eight
Well, I have finished all of my hours so I have not been going to the shelter as much as I had been. I would like to go more but I am getting really busy with end of the year stuff. This week was pretty much the same as all of the other weeks. I cleaned out the puppy kennels and played with the puppies. There was one puppy that was coughing while I held it but I just could not tell the employees because I knew that they would put it to sleep. I already did that once to a puppy and I could not do it again. It made me feel terrible because all he needed was some medicine for the kennel cough. I am not sure if that was the right thing to do. There was one puppy that got adopted while I was there. One employee told me that it had been adopted once already but the people brought it back when they found out it had some sort of infection. I thought that was kind of strange because they had already gotten the medicine and everything for it. They gave the medicine to the new owner so she did not have to go to the vet and buy it.
I think that a lot of gossip must run through the animal shelter. I had not really noticed it before but this week I paid attention and a lot of the employees were talking about one another. I also found out that another volunteer had been talking about me. I know that gossip happens but I think it is good to keep it out of the work place as much as possible, especially an organization that focuses on helping the community. I guess I am not a fan of gossip but I do still enjoy volunteering. I have gotten to know the employees and I feel like I belong.
I really liked going to the shelter at the beginning because they had a lot for me to do. Now it seems like they do not have any work for me to do. I am not sure if they have more volunteers or if they are getting all of the work done before I get there. I like to stay busy and feel like I am needed. Lately, I have been feeling in the way and not very helpful. I think I will go back to the shelter in the fall and volunteer because I do enjoy going for the most part.
